Friend.

Friend? Are we really friends? I am not your friend. Not the way I see it... How do you rate your friends? What do you consider as a friend? Put me in the chart, rate me from your view... Do I really qualify as a friend? Being treated the way I am now? I don't think so... save your pity... save the excuse... Pray we'll all find our happiness and forget this terrible nightmare. Like it never ever existed. Another black hole in my life. Begone...

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Being childish or not... How can I even sum up how i feel...
Whining doesn't help, moving on but don't seem to be budging...

I hate you...
hate that you took away whats important in my life...
hate that you decided everything for me...
hate that you shattered my life like a jigsaw...
hate that you took my heart away...
hate that you gave up...
hate that you are glad...
hate that you hate me...
hate that you broke my peace over & over...
hate the fact that "i love/miss you but i can't be with you.." ever existed...
I hate that I loved you...

"Everyone thinks that I am happy and fine... but look a little closer... you'll see tears in my eyes..."

PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE