I'm back

I'm back... but I sure don't know what to write about for now. Where have I been maybe? This would be a tough question to answer! :P

2010

Its the time of year again, and to be exact... there goes another year!

Yup, this year definitely ended quickly and what a "POW" to the chapters of life. If I should write a book, this would be the most interesting of all; be it good or bad.

Reflecting on all the dreams and ambitions:
1) Why didn't I thought of Journalism? Authoring? Writing? English?
I hate to read! thats why... hahaha but who would have guessed that I love writing. Well I for one certainly didn't realize that :P

2) I should be a Lawyer!
While I don't like criminals or baddies (never liked any evil characters in life 'cept for Dungeon Keeper (tagline: evil is good...),
I sure do love solving crimes (lets face it... Puh-lease? they are official mafia of the country) and who doesn't love winning an
an argument? AND! you get highly paid for copy and pasting texts on documents. Also, not forgetting the facts... I enjoy
history, digesting facts and spitting it out all at once. (this should have been my dream job) Not forgetting... I get to sue you!
FOC!

Ah, as I am writing this piece of note... ideas, thoughts are flowing through my head, bursting out to be written but with my aging head... I just can't recall what I wanted to write while trying to sequence out my paragraphs... Damn it!

ok... i need to put this "TO BE CONTINUED... I am definitely getting old... Am suddenly feeling very sleepy...

Good nights! zzzzzzZZZZZzzzz....

Grieve...

it'll never be the same again...

God, So help me...

ada lori ada bas, suatu hari mesti bebas

shoutout

from this moment...

plastic explosives...

tension on strings...

The longest second, minute, hour, day, week.

Its been a while and my post still seemed to be gray, gloomy. Not too dark, and yet not too bright either.

Decisions, decisions... life is full of them. Some which I am glad that I made them, some not so proud and some just takes a little bit of time to digest.

I wonder what is it like to live in other people's shoes? Seeing things from a different aspect altogether. It would be cool, perhaps... hmmm... nah... no answer for that one.

Today, is definitely one of the longest time in my life. So much can happen in a split second which will change our lives forever. One call, one missed call, anything at all...

Its never easy, it never was, and never will be for a person like me. What I am like? thats something I don't know now that I'm here at this age. What I am sure is that it is not an easy day after all... Sometimes we do things we aren't proud of, sometimes we do things that are out of our control and sometimes we make decisions that we do not enjoy at all.

But hey, you there... yes.. you kid, thats life. Recalling a phrase that goes by "God doesn't give you what you want, but what you need". I'm not trying to be religious but put a thought in it, its true; the underlying msg. While it may not be nice, it might be what's best for us. Life's not a constant... you'd never know.



If we met in another time, things would be different... time will tell.

I'll still care...